After everything that happened... I decided to kill myself. I am serious. My life is horrible. I am african american and I live in a gang neighboorhood. I live with drugs and alchool everyday. I pass it on, knowing that I go to a great school and someday that I will pass it and go to Brown U. and get above those in my neighboorhood my carrer choice is Game Design. I have made a RPG using RPG Maker VX, but I thought that was too easy considering they basically do it for you.So I tried flash, but I just suck. My parents are crackheads and I live with a foster home. My father recently was shot at a near by gas station. My mother is still alive but it won't be long 'till she dies too. All I had was my carrer choice and that is over. so I will be commiting suicide on December 20th @ 12:00 pm. I will not post anything after that but I won't shut down my account, as a reminder to those who have made crappy flash to keep on going, but its over for me.
I am a dude who makes games. That is all you need to know about me. If you ask me for anymore info, I might kill you. I'm not trying to be funny, I will hunt you the **** down and ******* kill you. I am a FBI agent! Nah, I'm just pulling your leg dude! :]
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Yes, I am very serious.
Surely, you could come up with a better solution than that. Have you ever thought about moving out of there? Although I can't change your mind from where I live(in Copperopolis, CA), I could still give the suggestion to move out of Detriot, and live in another city or state.
Basically what I'm saying is: don't resort to suicide to get out of your predictament. It won't help you or anyone who cares about you. For the sake of you and the people that care for you, DON'T commit suicide.
If you're still going to go through with it regardless of this comment, then at least remember that you had a better way out of your pain and anguish, since I wasn't able to convince you otherwise.
And one more thing. Send me a PM, or contact me via email, by at least Dec. 19th about your true decision. I WANT to know.
Hey. Don't do that, for you, for what you like to do, for things that make yo feel good, for everything that you can still learn and know in life.
I don't know what is a good way to get out of this situation, but you have to try. Try is hard, is painful, but is still the only way to live and make your dreams become reality. Think hardly about that. Life are possibilities, lots of them. When you die, all of them are over, the good and bad ones.
I begun learning programming too, maybe we can learn togheter. Surely it is hard, i begun several months ago, stoped becouse it was too much complex, but I am able to take it back. People just need focus.
That's all dude. Think and focus in what you really want in life.
Please send me a PM after December 20th.
MrAmature
You serious?